broken into pieces.

a guy from davidson academy wrote as his status: God is not afraid to break you into pieces to bring you back to Him.

okay. there has never been a truer statement. i've been broken into pieces, slowly but surely, lately. i, admittedly, broke down today in tears about it and didn't think i could ever get back to being whole again. i haven't had the best few months, excluding some great days with great people. but, all in all, it's sucked. and it's been God. it's been Him breaking me down because i've strayed SO far away from Him. i don't remember the last time i opened my Bible. it's terrible to even think about. i haven't been seeking Him in any way. i need Him. and i'm coming back to Him. now.

whew.